Tuesday, November 28, 2023

Secrets and Knowing Though Experiment

Introduction

I recently read A Heart So White by Javier Marias with a twitter book club, #javiermariastogether. The story is a slow paced philosophical suspense. Secrets, listening, and knowing are main ideas in A Heart So White. The opening sentence in the novel is:

I did not want to know but I have since come to know that one of the girls, when she wasn’t a girl anymore and hadn’t long been back from her honeymoon, went into the bathroom, stood in front of the mirror, unbuttoned her blouse, took off her bra and aimed her own father’s gun at her heart, her father at the time was in the dining room with other members of the family and three guests.

Later in the story the narrator says, "Listening is the most dangerous thing of all!" The narrator explains how one can close their eyes to avoid seeing something, but one can't close their ears to avoid hearing something.

In A Heart So White, characters keep, tell, and hear secrets. Once characters know a disturbing secret, they can't unknow it. Once characters tell someone a disturbing secret, they can't untell it. 

I believe people should be free to choose. Individuals, in general with exceptions to children and people with certain types of mental illness, know what is best for them. They can choose for themselves if something is or isn't worth it. A person, like the narrator in A Heart So White, knows secrets hide for a reason. Secrets have a cost. 

But secrets inspire curiosity. Once a person knows a secret exists, can they make a rational choice? How does the one with a secret decide if a secret should be shared?

Though Experiment

You're given an envelope with the secret of reality (it includes the answers to free will, God/s, afterlife, etc). It is a perfect proof that every human with an IQ score above 70 can understand. The downside to this secret is that it will make people 15% less satisfied for the rest of their life. If shared, the secret of reality will spread as scientific knowledge and will infect all that learn it by reducing their life time satisfaction by 15%. Once shared the secret cannot be contained again. You, as the thought experiment subject, are the only person who gets to make the choice about the secret. You can read it or not, and then you can share it or not. If you read it, you will be 15% less satisfied/happy the rest of your life. If you decide to share the proof, everyone who learns it will be 15% less satisfied/happy.

Here is the secret in an envelope. Which of the four choices do you pick?


Read ItDon't Read It
Share ItRead it and share itShare it without reading it
Discard itRead it and discard it without sharing Discard it without reading or sharing it

What do you think about your choice?

If you didn't read or share the secret, at what point would you share it? Pick a percent between 0-24%.

If you choose to read or share it, at what point would you not share it? Pick a percent of 26% or higher.

Analysis

The 15% is an arbitrary number. It seems about the point that makes reading and sharing the secret most difficult for me.

I suspect most people will choose to read the secret of reality and then choose to discard the secret. The curiosity of the secret of reality is appetizing, even at the price of happiness. I suspect others would feel similar. 

The nature of reality won't change the nature of reality. Reality is reality. Would humans understanding reality alter life for humans? I suspect not much. But maybe having a clear proof for or against religions, or free will, would have a, positive or negative, impact on society and institutions. Maybe wars would increase or decrease at a faster rate. Maybe criminal justice would reform to more or less punitive systems. The thought experiment subjects will need to evaluate these ideas, among others, to pick their necessary read and share percentages.

Conclusion  

If I had to choose now, I would not read it and discard it without sharing. 15% is a significant amount of satisfaction/happiness. Since I don't see much value in knowing the nature of reality, it's not worth my happiness or the happiness of others.

I would read the letter at 10%. My curiosity is worth close to 5% of my satisfaction. Then the risk that some religion might be correct is worth close to 5% of my happiness, due to the potential eternal consequences of some religions. 

I don't know how other people value their curiosity, and since they'll never know, I'll ignore other's curiosity. For similar reasons mentioned above, I would sacrifice 5% of everyone's satisfaction for the knowledge of reality.

Wednesday, November 15, 2023

Lucky to Be Responsible

This is a lightly edited quote from Daniel Dennett. I think this applies to more than just free will.
“We're not responsible for being responsible. We're lucky to be responsible, but once we're responsible we're responsible for staying responsible. Once you have the competence, once you have the can do, once you've got the self-control, then you get two things: 1) you get the freedom of the state, you get to sign contracts, you get to earn royalties, you get to go where you want to, you get to get a passport, you get to get married; 2) the price you pay for that is your willingness to be punished for any violations of laws. It's a great bargain. It's a great deal. It's the best game in town and we've got to think of free will as an achievement not a metaphysical endowment. We weren't born with free will. The little baby doesn't have self-control. They get self-control, pretty much unless they have a horrific childhood. They get self-control. They learn from their mistakes, they overcome their obstacles, not in every case, we want to leave plenty of room for people who are disabled. But a key fact, the serial killer, the person with the brain tumor, are disabled. They don't have free will. But that doesn't mean nobody has free will."
Here is a link to a video of Dennett’s conversation with Michael Shermer where I heard the quote. Below is the original transcript I copied from youtube.

49:54

uh I think that we have to

50:01

recognize that we're not

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responsible for being responsible we're lucky to be

50:13

responsible but once we're responsible we're responsible for staying

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responsible once once you have the competence once you have the can do once

50:24

you've got the self-control then you get two things you get the

50:31

freedom of the state you get to sign contracts you get to earn royalties you get to you you get to go where you want

50:37

to you get to get a passport and so forth and so on you get to get married the price you pay for that is

50:44

your willingness to be uh punished for any violations of laws that

50:51

you make it's a great bargain it's a great deal it's the best game in town

50:56

and and we've got to think of Free Will as an achievement not a metaphysical

51:04

endowment we we we weren't born with free will the little

51:09

baby doesn't have the self-control they get self-control

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pretty much unless they have a horrific

51:21

childhood they get self-control they learn from their

51:28

mistakes they overcome their obstacles not in every case we want to leave

51:34

plenty of room for people who are who are disabled but a key fact if you look

51:40

at at I haven't read sosi's book but if you look at at um Sam Harris's little

51:47

book on free will he he runs out this the the serial

51:54

killer the person with the brain tumor right yeah most people are disabled they don't have free will but

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that doesn't mean nobody has free will

Monday, July 10, 2023

America, Fuck Yeah

We had friends over last night for dinner. I was the only white American present among a diverse group of Asian Americans. One of the young women is having an issue with her white boyfriend being upset because her Indian parents don't care to meet him. The white boyfriend recently took a sabbatical leave from his job to pursue his dream of becoming a musician. This additionally made my friend reluctant to introduce her boyfriend to her parents this weekend.

I can't fall back asleep. I'm thinking about his, so here I am. I thought I had a really great and interesting connections to make, but now that I started writing, I'm having to change my mind and opinions.

Aside

The conversation kept going to statements that started with "white parents..." I didn't like it being termed as white vs non white. I saw it more as American culture. Third generation Americans, or further, have adopted American ideas and culture around individualism. Now reflecting, I think the descriptor white is accurate enough. If you told a group of black, Asian, or non white Americans the term "white parents," I think they would get it. If someone said white parents don't care who their kids date... or white parents support their kids quitting their jobs to be artists... Non white Americans would know exactly what that means. No further description or explanation needed.

What's up with White Parents?

A lot.

They value American culture. White parents, maybe excluding immigrants from Eastern Europe, are way more likely to value individualism, self fulfillment, self expression, creativity, and following one's passion. Combine these values with all the correlation to "white privilege," and you get parents who have the privilege and security to encourage their offspring to follow their passion. Add the media and all these famous people doing what they love, the American Dream, where people can achieve anything. The result is offspring wanting to be musicians, athletes, actors, and writers. And instead of parents encouraging them to be engineers, doctors, or lawyers (like immigrant families might), they support their pursuits of their passions. Most parents must know their offspring won't succeed, but there is value in trying. Maybe the white parents didn't get their chance and they want to afford their offspring that chance. Or the white parents tried, failed, and believe that the trial provides valuable growth. There are a lot of reasons why, but to generalize, the white parents are more supportive and accepting of pursuing passions that won't directly produce a "good" career.

There's a lot more to it. Do you have any ideas?

Wednesday, July 5, 2023

War and Peace and Ukraine and Russia

I've been arguing with a buddy about Russia invading Ukraine. Ironically, my friend suggests that Russia was instigated into invading Ukraine, as if they had no other choice.

This is inspired by my friend, maybe he'll read it if I call him out, and Leo Tolstoy. As always, I think Tolstoy gets very close to the essence of the matter.

Although I agree with Tolstoy's law of inevitability, I don't want to take it that far. I want to stop short of inevitable, and make the claim that if Napoleon or Putin didn't invade humanity would be better off. The loss of life, destruction, suffering, etc and costs of war aren't worth it. If one wanted to make the same for Alexander or Ukraine, I'd agree. But invading is active and aggressive than defending.

Infinite Causes

Neither Putin nor Zelensky can force thousands of their people to fight, kill, and die. The people have to be willing, even if misinformed. 

And now I hand it over to Tolstoy. From War and Peace Book Nine "1812" Chapter 1:

From the close of the year 1811 an intensified arming and concentrating of the forces of Western Europe began, and in 1812 these forces—millions of men, reckoning those transporting and feeding the army—moved from the west eastwards to the Russian frontier, toward which since 1811 Russian forces had been similarly drawn. On the twelfth of June, 1812, the forces of Western Europe crossed the Russian frontier and war began, that is, an event took place opposed to human reason and to human nature. Millions of men perpetrated against one another such innumerable crimes, frauds, treacheries, thefts, forgeries, issues of false money, burglaries, incendiarisms, and murders as in whole centuries are not recorded in the annals of all the law courts of the world, but which those who committed them did not at the time regard as being crimes.

What produced this extraordinary occurrence? What were its causes? The historians tell us with naïve assurance that its causes were the wrongs inflicted on the Duke of Oldenburg, the nonobservance of the Continental System, the ambition of Napoleon, the firmness of Alexander, the mistakes of the diplomatists, and so on.

Consequently, it would only have been necessary for Metternich, Rumyántsev, or Talleyrand, between a levee and an evening party, to have taken proper pains and written a more adroit note, or for Napoleon to have written to Alexander: “My respected Brother, I consent to restore the duchy to the Duke of Oldenburg”—and there would have been no war.

We can understand that the matter seemed like that to contemporaries. It naturally seemed to Napoleon that the war was caused by England’s intrigues (as in fact he said on the island of St. Helena). It naturally seemed to members of the English Parliament that the cause of the war was Napoleon’s ambition; to the Duke of Oldenburg, that the cause of the war was the violence done to him; to businessmen that the cause of the war was the Continental System which was ruining Europe; to the generals and old soldiers that the chief reason for the war was the necessity of giving them employment; to the legitimists of that day that it was the need of re-establishing les bons principes, and to the diplomatists of that time that it all resulted from the fact that the alliance between Russia and Austria in 1809 had not been sufficiently well concealed from Napoleon, and from the awkward wording of Memorandum No. 178. It is natural that these and a countless and infinite quantity of other reasons, the number depending on the endless diversity of points of view, presented themselves to the men of that day; but to us, to posterity who view the thing that happened in all its magnitude and perceive its plain and terrible meaning, these causes seem insufficient. To us it is incomprehensible that millions of Christian men killed and tortured each other either because Napoleon was ambitious or Alexander was firm, or because England’s policy was astute or the Duke of Oldenburg wronged. We cannot grasp what connection such circumstances have with the actual fact of slaughter and violence: why because the Duke was wronged, thousands of men from the other side of Europe killed and ruined the people of Smolénsk and Moscow and were killed by them.

To us, their descendants, who are not historians and are not carried away by the process of research and can therefore regard the event with unclouded common sense, an incalculable number of causes present themselves. The deeper we delve in search of these causes the more of them we find; and each separate cause or whole series of causes appears to us equally valid in itself and equally false by its insignificance compared to the magnitude of the events, and by its impotence—apart from the cooperation of all the other coincident causes—to occasion the event. To us, the wish or objection of this or that French corporal to serve a second term appears as much a cause as Napoleon’s refusal to withdraw his troops beyond the Vistula and to restore the duchy of Oldenburg; for had he not wished to serve, and had a second, a third, and a thousandth corporal and private also refused, there would have been so many less men in Napoleon’s army and the war could not have occurred.

Had Napoleon not taken offense at the demand that he should withdraw beyond the Vistula, and not ordered his troops to advance, there would have been no war; but had all his sergeants objected to serving a second term then also there could have been no war. Nor could there have been a war had there been no English intrigues and no Duke of Oldenburg, and had Alexander not felt insulted, and had there not been an autocratic government in Russia, or a Revolution in France and a subsequent dictatorship and Empire, or all the things that produced the French Revolution, and so on. Without each of these causes nothing could have happened. So all these causes—myriads of causes—coincided to bring it about. And so there was no one cause for that occurrence, but it had to occur because it had to. Millions of men, renouncing their human feelings and reason, had to go from west to east to slay their fellows, just as some centuries previously hordes of men had come from the east to the west, slaying their fellows.

The actions of Napoleon and Alexander, on whose words the event seemed to hang, were as little voluntary as the actions of any soldier who was drawn into the campaign by lot or by conscription. This could not be otherwise, for in order that the will of Napoleon and Alexander (on whom the event seemed to depend) should be carried out, the concurrence of innumerable circumstances was needed without any one of which the event could not have taken place. It was necessary that millions of men in whose hands lay the real power—the soldiers who fired, or transported provisions and guns—should consent to carry out the will of these weak individuals, and should have been induced to do so by an infinite number of diverse and complex causes.

We are forced to fall back on fatalism as an explanation of irrational events (that is to say, events the reasonableness of which we do not understand). The more we try to explain such events in history reasonably, the more unreasonable and incomprehensible do they become to us.

Each man lives for himself, using his freedom to attain his personal aims, and feels with his whole being that he can now do or abstain from doing this or that action; but as soon as he has done it, that action performed at a certain moment in time becomes irrevocable and belongs to history, in which it has not a free but a predestined significance.

There are two sides to the life of every man, his individual life, which is the more free the more abstract its interests, and his elemental hive life in which he inevitably obeys laws laid down for him.

Man lives consciously for himself, but is an unconscious instrument in the attainment of the historic, universal, aims of humanity. A deed done is irrevocable, and its result coinciding in time with the actions of millions of other men assumes an historic significance. The higher a man stands on the social ladder, the more people he is connected with and the more power he has over others, the more evident is the predestination and inevitability of his every action.

“The king’s heart is in the hands of the Lord.”

A king is history’s slave.

History, that is, the unconscious, general, hive life of mankind, uses every moment of the life of kings as a tool for its own purposes.

Though Napoleon at that time, in 1812, was more convinced than ever that it depended on him, verser (ou ne pas verser) le sang de ses peuples *—as Alexander expressed it in the last letter he wrote him—he had never been so much in the grip of inevitable laws, which compelled him, while thinking that he was acting on his own volition, to perform for the hive life—that is to say, for history—whatever had to be performed.

* “To shed (or not to shed) the blood of his peoples.”

The people of the west moved eastwards to slay their fellow men, and by the law of coincidence thousands of minute causes fitted in and co-ordinated to produce that movement and war: reproaches for the nonobservance of the Continental System, the Duke of Oldenburg’s wrongs, the movement of troops into Prussia—undertaken (as it seemed to Napoleon) only for the purpose of securing an armed peace, the French Emperor’s love and habit of war coinciding with his people’s inclinations, allurement by the grandeur of the preparations, and the expenditure on those preparations and the need of obtaining advantages to compensate for that expenditure, the intoxicating honors he received in Dresden, the diplomatic negotiations which, in the opinion of contemporaries, were carried on with a sincere desire to attain peace, but which only wounded the self-love of both sides, and millions of other causes that adapted themselves to the event that was happening or coincided with it.

When an apple has ripened and falls, why does it fall? Because of its attraction to the earth, because its stalk withers, because it is dried by the sun, because it grows heavier, because the wind shakes it, or because the boy standing below wants to eat it?

Nothing is the cause. All this is only the coincidence of conditions in which all vital organic and elemental events occur. And the botanist who finds that the apple falls because the cellular tissue decays and so forth is equally right with the child who stands under the tree and says the apple fell because he wanted to eat it and prayed for it. Equally right or wrong is he who says that Napoleon went to Moscow because he wanted to, and perished because Alexander desired his destruction, and he who says that an undermined hill weighing a million tons fell because the last navvy struck it for the last time with his mattock. In historic events the so-called great men are labels giving names to events, and like labels they have but the smallest connection with the event itself.

Every act of theirs, which appears to them an act of their own will, is in an historical sense involuntary and is related to the whole course of history and predestined from eternity.

Thursday, May 25, 2023

Obsessed with "The Bet"

I recently subscribed to Brendan Howard, author of Reading University Library and Pocket University and podcaster of What People Do. My obsession started with his post Experience vs Wisdom which connects with many topics I'm interested. Howard referenced “The Bet” by Anton Chekhov, so I read and became obsessed with a few topics related to the story. And now I'm seeing connection everywhere, from Taoism to hermits to solitary confinement. Another post by Howard caught my eye Why Do Anything? It's a very good question. One that isn't so obvious if you've been reading the The Bet or Tao te Ching.

When I read "The Bet," I loved the premise of the story. Chekhov, writing in the late 1880s, displays a death penalty debate that is relevant in 2023. From there a "wild, ridiculous bet" captures so many aspects of what makes a human life meaningful.

In the story, you should read it yourself, a young lawyer lives as a prisoner in solitary confinement for fifteen years. At one point he reads only the Gospels for a year. At the end, SPOILER ALERT, when the lawyer breaks the bet minutes before he would have won to live the hermit life, I thought that's not quite right. A Christian doesn't do that, but maybe a Taoist does. I was wrong about the Christians. They have a rich history of hermits, see list below. But my misconception led me to write my own version of "The Bet."

From there I looked up solitary confinement. I found a bunch of fun cliches within the literature. The US
solitary confinement origins go back to the Quakers, who locked people in solitary confinement with a Bible, very appropriate to The Bet. Charles Dickens, in his American Notes, wrote that the Eastern State Penitentiary performs a "slow and daily tampering with the mysteries of the brain to be immeasurably worse than any torture of the body." I found that ~20% of US prisoners, state and federal, spend some time in solitary confinement. There are multiple reasons including prisoner safety, overall security, control contraband, prisoner evaluations, and punishments. Furthermore, in the US, a Yale study in 2001, found about 6,000 prisoners had been in solitary confinement for over a year. The UN has declared solitary confinement over 15 days as torture and many prisons and states in Europe are adopting that standard. US states like New York are also moving in the same direction as the UN.

The effects of solitary confinement on prisoners are very bad. Prisoners who spend time in solitary confinement are correlated with a lot of negative outcomes related to mental health and self harm. The conclusion the articles I read assume is that solitary confinement increases these risks. That's probably true, but a less obvious conclusion that I didn't find in my research is that people more likely to have mental health issues or self harm might be more likely to commit offenses that would result in solitary confinement. I'm not suggesting any moral claims. Whether solitary confinement is justified or should be used is for another rant. I'm curious what are the effects of solitary confinement? I need to know for my story!

If there was a random controlled study that forced solitary confinement on random Americans, I'd predict the results would be negative. Humans are social animals. None of our ancestors survived and reproduced living in solitude, and yet there is an interesting flip side. 

People who voluntarily confine themselves to solitude benefit!

People pay thousands of dollars to go to mediation retreats where many are kept in solitary confinement for all or most of the day. It's ironic compared to the prisoners. Even more extreme and rare, some prefer and spend years in solitude with little to no human contact. I collected a list of famous-ish people as I read and researched, see below.

But these people are a selection bias too. They are choosing to leave. As the commenter Wattsian suggested, they are running away. Some, maybe many, might be running from something more than seeking for something. Either way, they decided before the confinement that it was a good or better idea. The prisoner in my story isn't going to be like the tens of thousands of American prisoners in solitary confinement, or the thousands spending years in confinement. The character won't be retreater. My character, like Chekhov's, is going to be one of those rare hermits, who society mostly thinks highly of, who prefers to live decades of their life in solitude.

My favorite hermit is Christopher Knight. I highly recommend the book The Stranger in the Woods: The Extraordinary Story of the Last True Hermit by Michael Finkel. It tells the story of Christopher Knight, The North Pond Hermit. He spent 27 years in voluntary solitary confinement near the North Ponds of Maine. He accidentally had two brief interactions with humans in his 27 years of isolation. He lived off burglarizing the local population and committed close to 1,000 burglaries. He was caught, plead guilty, served several months, and as of last reported information lives with his family in Maine. His story is incredible. I was sad to finish the book, and I was sad to hear Mr. Knight returned to society. This is a quote from one of his brief interaction with the author Finkel:

“Solitude bestows an increase in something valuable ... my perception. But ... when I applied my increased perception to myself, I lost my identity. There was no audience, no one to perform for ... To put it romantically, I was completely free."

Conclusion

In my version of The Bet, the prisoner is inspired by Mr. Knight! He'll read the Bible although not for a year. He'll read the Tao te Ching too. But he'll read more than that as well. He'll try to read everything. So what will he conclude? Will he leave a manuscript like Lao Tzu? Will he break the bet early? I don't know yet. I'm still writing and reading. Looking for a better ending than Chekhov. I won't be satisfied unless I can find a better ending than Chokhov's ending. Looking for a better ending than Chekhov makes me appreciate and find his story and ending more and more satisfying.

The question that ties back to Mr. Howard's other post: why do anything? Yes, why? My bias takes over from here. My Darwinian, existentialist and utilitarian beliefs don't provide me a difinitive answer. And I can't help but have at least a little envy of the leaf eaters. The leaf eaters who, "They eat, eat, eat the leaves of the lotus tree, and they don’t care about anything else. They’re happy. Stupid, dull, useless, but blissful." Are they any more useless than a cow or sloth? I kind of like the idea or interpretation of them being Taoist.

Is the Tao correct? Of course not, but then the Taoist will tell you. The Tao that can be told, named, explained, choose your verb, isn't the true Tao. I think this is a cop out, but it expresses a reality of human perception. It hints back to experience and wisdom. It's what the hermits know. It's what the lawyer in "The Bet" learned. It will be what my character has to learn.

That's an unsatisfying conclusion, but it will have to do for now. 

Revised 11 Jun 2023.  

My List of Solitary Figures

Solitary confinement (involuntary, aka Hell)


  • Robert Stark- “It’s a hell all to yourself”

  • Thomas Silverstein- “Buried alive for an entire lifetime.”

  • Todd Ashcur- “A continuous silent screaming.”

  • John Catanza- He was glad to lose his sanity because it might release him from the horror of reality.


Isolation (voluntary) (heaven- or connection with self and nature, not hell for many)

  • Christopher Thomas Knight- “solitude bestows an increase in something valuable ... my perception. But ... when I applied my increased perception to myself, I lost my identity. There was no audience, no one to perform for ... To put it romantically, I was completely free."

  • Alexander Bichkov, lived alone in a Russian forest for nearly 20 years and was shot to death by police (probably more like Hell)

  • Ted Kaczynski, known as the Unabomber – lived as a hermit for 25 years in Montana (probably more like Hell)

  • Carl McCunn, wildlife photographer who became stranded in the Alaskan wilderness and eventually killed himself when he ran out of supplies (Heaven to Hell)

  • Richard Proenneke, spent 30 years at Twin Lakes in the Alaskan wilderness

  • Agafia Lykova, last survivor of the Lykov family who lived in the Russian wilderness starting in 1936, without contact to the outside world for 40 years

  • Tom Neale: Neale spent 16 years living alone on a small island in the South Pacific. He documented his experience in the book "An Island to Oneself."

  • Alexander Selkirk: Selkirk was a Scottish sailor who spent over four years living alone on an uninhabited island in the South Pacific. His story was the inspiration for the novel "Robinson Crusoe" by Daniel Defoe. Alexander Selkirk's journal, unfortunately, has not survived. However, based on his eventual rescue and the accounts of his rescuers, it is known that he became very skilled at hunting and surviving on the island, and he learned to appreciate the simple pleasures of life. He was said to have a newfound respect for nature and the environment, and he became more introspective and reflective.

  • St. Anthony the Great (251-356): Considered the father of Christian monasticism, St. Anthony lived as a hermit in the Egyptian desert for over 80 years. His life and teachings inspired countless others to follow in his footsteps.

  • St. Simeon Stylites (c. 390-459): This Syrian monk lived for 37 years atop a pillar, practicing extreme asceticism and attracting thousands of followers. He is known as the first pillar saint and is venerated in both the Eastern Orthodox and Roman Catholic churches.

  • Julian of Norwich (1342-1416): This English anchoress lived in a small cell attached to a church for most of her life, devoting herself to prayer and contemplation. She is known for her mystical writings, particularly her book "Revelations of Divine Love." 

  • Thomas Merton (1915-1968): This American Trappist monk lived for many years at the Abbey of Gethsemani in Kentucky, where he wrote extensively on spirituality, social justice, and interfaith dialogue. He is widely regarded as one of the most influential spiritual writers of the 20th century.

Monday, May 15, 2023

Animated Star Wars Starting Points

The final season of Clone Wars was okay, but the last arc of the series was awesome. It made me excited about Star Wars for the first time since I saw Darth Vader in Rebels and previously Vader in Rogue One.

The final four episodes of Clone Wars, S07E09-E12, take place during Star Wars Episode III Revenge of the Sith. The soundtrack and visuals capture the tension of those final events leading to the collapse of the Republic and the rise of the Empire.

Here is a watch list for anyone who wants to dive into Clone Wars (CW), Rebels, and the other animated stories while avoiding most of the silly childish recycled plots.

All you need to know before starting my recommended runs is that Ashoka is a padawan assigned to Anakin. Ashoka is similar to Anakin in many ways. Darth Maul didn't die and is a struggling bad guy. Rex, one of the clone troopers, is one of the main characters of Clone Wars. That's it; skip all the trash; and you'll be fine.



Clone Trooper Stories
  • Clone Wars "Clone Cadets" S03E01- a clone trooper boot camp story with a good moral for kids and adults.
  • Clone Wars "Rookies" S01E05- continuing with the troopers from "Clone Cadets." Echo, Fives, and Cutup join Rex. These characters will play larger roles in the future arcs.
  • Clone Wars "ARC Troopers" S03E02- the main trooper characters protect their homeland.
  • Clone Wars Battle of Umbara S04E07-E10- the clone troopers start questioning their purpose and value as soldiers. (very popular run)
  • Clone Wars The Clone Conspiracy Arc S06E01-E04- Order 66 is discovered and covered up. (my favorite Clone Trooper story)
  • Clone Wars The Bad Batch Run S07E01-E04-  if you are interested in the Bad Batch series, it starts here.

Count Dooku's backstory in Tales of the Jedi 

  • "Justice" S01E02
  • "Choices" S01E03
  • "The Sith Lord" S01E04

Ahsoka

  • Tales of the Jedi "Practice Makes Perfect" S01E05- why Ahsoka is a badass!
  • Clone Wars Ahsoka’s Exit S05E17-E20- Ahsoka is set up, leading Anakin to casts doubts on the Jedi Order.
  • Clone Wars The Clone Conspiracy Arc S06E01-E04- Order 66 is discovered and covered up.
  • Clone Wars The Siege of Mandalore S07E09-E12 (The Best!)- Ahsoka finds out everything about Darth Sidious's plan. She tries to warn Anakin that he is a pawn to Darth Sidious's. Written by Dave Filoni!
    • Start Episode 9 at 6 minutes when Ahsoka arrives
  • Tales of the Jedi "Resolve" S01E06  
  • Ahsoka Tano Rebels Arc (lots of overlap with Vader Rebels Arc

Star Wars Rebels- seasons 1 and 2 are fun for a kids show.

Other Popular Runs

  • Clone Wars The Mandalore Trilogy S02E12-E14- prequel to The Siege of Mandalore
  • Clone Wars The Mortis Trilogy S03E15-E17
  • Yoda’s Arc S06E10-E13
  • Darth Maul Arcs

Thursday, March 23, 2023

Destiney or Choice

I could probably gain a lot of weight if I wanted. I could stop doing cardio and eat more. I'd prefer to eat more. I'm not saying it's my will. But I have other priorities above eating. I def eat junk food sometimes when I "don't really want to," but most of the time I'd love to eat cookies, ice cream, etc but other preferences make me "choose/decide" that I'd rather not.

I agree I'm genetically thin. But other environmental factors along with my personal interests keep me thinner than I could be if I ate more.

I admit this creates a bias in me. But I think it provides the framework for the flip side.  

People heavier than they say they prefer have whatever their genetics, environment, and personality traits are. They cannot control many of those factors, especially the ones in the past, even more so the ones decided by their parents/guardians. And so, when they want a cookie, which I often do too, they have differing other factors that may or may not lead them to not eat the cookie.

And since childhood and genetics are such major factors, how much choice do we have? I suspect there is a spectrum. And I suspect this same reasoning could be applied to other areas like addiction or education.